It’s a capped sleeve that no longer fits your arm…

It’s a picture of yourself that you don’t want to see…

It’s a number on the scale that makes you cry…

Last night I cried myself to sleep because I feel SO ungodly fat right now. I know I’m not THAT big, but I’m big to ME. I’m big FOR me.

I don’t feel good about myself and I can’t continue this way.

I’m tired of still looking pregnant.

The scale went up in the last week. Yes, I ate too much chocolate. Too much FOOD.

But no more.

Our vacation is in 2 months and I don’t want to look like this when we go. I just can’t.

I went and ran this morning. More than I’ve run since before K was born.

I’m still sad today though, a little depressed I guess.

I just want to be healthy but I also really want that cute Spring shirt with the cap sleeves to fit again.

Elaine

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